I've been dealing with a lot of regret lately.
Not guilt about getting pregnant before marriage, I've repented from that and moved on.
But regret about marriage.
I love Jeremy and I know he loves me, there's no doubt about that.
But honestly, regret that I let someone go, or rather threw them aside, someone who knew me better than anyone else ever has. Someone who loved me, who led me in the Lord, who encouraged me, who was my best friend.
Please keep me in your prayers. I need God's help to move on and to love my husband with all that I can.
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That is a really tough place to be! I will be praying for you.
I struggled with how to respond because I didn't want to brush your feelings aside. They're obviously very real. I can say that I definitely understand and I have often thought about the "what ifs" in life. In the end I know that the choices I've made have impacted me for the greater.
Keep on loving Jeremy. I know it is a struggle right now, but it won't be forever. Sometimes we have to shut ourselves off completely from anything that reminds us of past relationships and focus 100% on what is in front of us. *HUGS*
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